I have happily tipped heavily this seemingly nice model with an active ohmibod show and helped jettison him to the top with thousands of tips. Literally thousands. The models who know me know I tip big, I tip for the smile, the grin, the laughs. I have spent and tipped hundreds of thousands to this particular
belami Studio in Slovakia for my favorites. This studio seems to get it and get the guys that I like. And this guy was my number 1. In fact he was the Model of the Week at this time. He has hit top ten on the site two months in a row.
Suddenly, this particular model tells me as we are about to get going..."did you see our studio has a Black model...can you believe it...and shakes his head and rolls his eyes..." He has made many disparaging comments about immigrants before which I had ignored, telling me about the crimes they committed as if no one else commits the same crimes. I chalked it off to youth and ignorance but now I see this is a deeper problem that he has that is rooted in his beliefs. He criticizes the "Hungarization" of Slovakia, yet he is half Hungarian. His skin to me has a more Melanin Hue that darkens faster in the solarium than the other Slovaks and Czechs. He should get his DNA checked. He may have "the" Roma genes from the Indians and Middle Easterners that migrated to Europe.
We proceed and as the show goes on, my enthusiasm wanes and I just click like a robot without the excitement and let him finish himself off. He suddenly looked silly to me just with his legs up in the air in his signature pose, gaping open his hole, waiting for more tips and I felt a shame. I left him in that pose and I stopped my private.
I am White, but my family is intermarried with Blacks, Latinos and Asians. Here I am hiring for my own pleasure, someone who holds my family in disdain. He has said before, that just because whites say something bad about Colored people, they get criticized. I should tell him that it is because of whites like him that keep saying racist comments, not Whites like me. Everyone gets criticized.
In this day and age, this belief and behavior befuddles me.
To be on this site, to perform on this site and to have those views are so incredulous to me. We do not want to be judged for being on this site and the performers certainly do not want to be judged and even block their countries from seeing them on the site.
I woke up from my spending spree and I have taken a step back. How many guys have I supported there fuel this type of thinking?
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